Summer Vacation

I took this from an entry on June 8th, 2009.  I think it was very well written and is exactly how I feel even today.

"Do you ever have so much you need to say that it's difficult to find where to begin? As another school year comes to a close I feel like I can finally come up from underwater and catch my breath.  My life has always felt as if someone pushed the fast forward button on the tape player.  Summer vacation gives me the much needed time to reflect on my life.  It's hard to explain the feelings I experience during August-June.  It's almost so overwhelming at times that I wonder how I get through each day.  I love my job and I'm not saying that everyday is difficult, but I'm always thinking about my next responsibility or piece of documentation that I have to complete.  A shadow of anxiety follows me around wherever I go and I'm happy to say that after today it can find a new home.  I'm starting to feel free again.  Now, I can focus on doing things that make me happy.  So, for the next couple months I'm going to be reading, enjoying my home, spending time with friends and family and enjoying life."


I am blessed to be a teacher and I thank God everyday because I have found a profession I am passionate about.  I am also blessed I have the summers off.


Good night :)